It was only, just a dream...

You Knocked me down, caught me by surprise, The world stopped. There was no need of saying a thing, just the sound of our hearts beating faster and faster as we got closer and closer was enough. Breathless, shameless, speechless.
It was real love, simple, pure and perfect. I could see everything as it was supposed to be seen. Hands shaking, I needed to catch my breath. I wanted to run away. I wanted to stay. I wanted it. My head was spending around, no thought seemed a thought. No feeling seemed real. No explanation would explain anything. There was no reason, just heart. There was no me or you, just us. And then it happened.
I woke up.
Breathing fast, not really getting it, shaking, scared, thinking about what just happened. Or seemed to have happened. Then, thousands of feelings, images, thoughts came to my mind. And I understood. There was no you. No me. And that was what bothered me. What made me cry. Knowing that it was just a dream, a wish played in my mind as a truth. A hope. A " us " that will never exist. A  "me and you " that did not come true.
It was just me dreaming about you, one more time, once again.